Editing is something I must learn, and to not treat this page as a tell-all book. In my quest to get back to the person I was, I dialed it back too far. I lost my common sense and maturity. I don't think my blog will become a mass success and have a thousand followers. Even so, I need to keep in mind that even with an odd name, others will find it.
I know I am going to lose a little of what I had wanted to keep. I have to sacrifice the childish impulsiveness, and focus on what I am saying, here and elsewhere.
I can only apologize for the weirdness I caused. I got wrapped up in my own silliness-that's an act of a kid, not the adult I should be. I will admit, being so cautious in years past not only bored me, it infuriated me. But running head long will only guarantee injury.
The person I was back then (the person I have been trying desperately to rediscover) had flaws I cannot afford in my present life. I forgot the other part of the promise I had made to myself... to have that kid grow up. A phone call from a friend helped me clarify it.
I've found it very true today something that my mother once told me, "Clean your room and clear your mind". So as I took a day off of work to re-center myself, I have found my bedroom floor and a little more calm.
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