In hindsight

Ok, taking two days off work, plus the weekend skipping visiting family.... might not have been the best idea.  I took myself out twice, and still feel off.
Shoulda, coulda, woulda bought a plane ticket and visited a couple buds in FL.
I thought I wanted a little break from all the hussle and bussle... but now realize I miss having crap to do.
There's nothing on TV but reruns. Even after weeks of not watching much television, it's all stuff I have seen before.
Am I just bored? Has all this time by myself made me crack?
So I turned to the internet, and started surfing (keep in mind this annoyance surfaced last night about 11 pm, when most everybody was turning in).
I have come to find out:
I cannot afford a decent house today, and at my current salary and savings. (As a side note: There is a house worth 6 million within 20 miles of here???!!!)
The cars I really like cost a little under half of the houses I viewed.
I get to cross off a couple more items on my 101/1001 (18 and 43, 88 will be done before my b-day). I have crossed the halfway point.
I picked a potential degree to pursue, and a local school offers it. Now to tackle their requirements and go into debt.
I'm a reformed control-freak with only a few relapses.
I rock at point and click games.
Facebook is not one of the top 5 pages I visit.
My near black-out was likely caused by dehydration and really deep bass.
The "I am an island" mentality I had has turned into "Can I try being a peninsula, please?"
I procrastinate horribly.
I can look forward to a few movies in the coming months that I would like to see: Nightmare on Elm Street, Resident Evil: Afterlife, Salt, Splice, Tron: Legacy, Iron Man 2, Harry Potter, Eclipse, and many many more.
And most importantly:

I have no fucking clue what I am doing most of the time.